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Bella's Bad Week Part Eight To be completely honest, the realization that Jacob was gone hurt, hurt enough to make my eyes sting, but not as much as I thought it would. It was like my left arm was ripped off, but I had lost enough blood that I was numb. None of the tears swelling in my eyes over flowed.Bella's Bad Week Part Eight by ~bambi1990
I had bigger problems to think about.
First was that I had gone insane. I'm not going to think about what had thrown me over, though… I had gone insane, rode my motorcycle through town completely naked and I had seen hallucinations.
Second was that I then had a breakdown and ended up inside of a mental institute. I had an I.V. strapped to my arm and got lo
Bella's Bad Week Part Seven This time I didn't have my repeating nightmare, I had a new dream.Bella's Bad Week Part Seven by ~bambi1990
I had a dream that, instead of Jake taking me to that place in the mountain, he had something come up and I was dumb enough to go cliff diving by myself, in the middle of a storm. Alice saw me go under, but she didn't see Jacob jump in and save me at the last minute. She told Rosalie and came to console Charlie and just do what she could. Rosalie thought Edward needed to know and, well, he was not happy.
He went to Italy where the Volturi, the royalty of the vampire world, that he told me about back before my birthday; he was going to ask them to kill him because he kn
Bella's Bad Week Part Six It was the same dream, the one I have been having almost every night since… yep, that's why I don't think about him; it hurts way too much. The endless maze of moss-covered trees, so quiet it was painful, the dark, the searching and searching, trying to get there on time get there before he's gone forever…Bella's Bad Week Part Six by ~bambi1990
I bolted upright in bed, feeling a sharp tug on the inside of my left elbow, almost like someone had dug there finger in and was trying to pull it out at a 180 degree angle… I couldn't open my eyes very far, like they had been closed for a very long time, and I was sweaty and trying to catch my breath and my heart.
Afte
Bella's Bad Week Part Five I pulled out onto the main road. Everything wasn't much better; still blurry. I pulled over; better no kill someone else along with me.Bella's Bad Week Part Five by ~bambi1990
So I sat on the side of the road, swallowed up in my own pity. "Why did I let myself screw up this bad?" He was so close, I heared Him, I could have talked to him, listened to his velvety voice. I guess it's a good thing the one word he said was enough for me to rememorize his voice, I can't believe how much I let myself forget, even over the phone it was better than I remembered. It sounded so good. I can hear him now... "Bella."
No! I can't let myself go there, I won't. He doesn't want me; I could hea
Sadness 
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Cow: "Milk I am your father!!!"
Milk Carton: "Noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Tears are words the heart can't
express
| ..| Put this on your
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| .O.| ever pushed a
| ..| door that said pull!
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Cow: "Milk I am your father!!!"
Milk Carton: "Noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Tears are words the heart can't
express
| ..| Put this on your
| ..| page if you have
| .O.| ever pushed a
| ..| door that said pull!
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Cow: "Milk I am your father!!!"
Milk Carton: "Noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Tears are words the heart can't
express
| ..| Put this on your
| ..| page if you have
| .O.| ever pushed a
| ..| door that said pull!
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Cow: "Milk I am your father!!!"
Milk Carton: "Noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Tears are words the heart can't
express
| ..| Put this on your
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| .O.| ever pushed a
| ..| door that said pull!
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it builds character, or scares you...but really i'd prefer it scare you its much more entertaining that way
Next to the wound, the best thing made was the bandage.
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Cow: "Milk I am your father!!!"
Milk Carton: "Noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Tears are words the heart can't
express
| ..| Put this on your
| ..| page if you have
| .O.| ever pushed a
| ..| door that said pull!
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